We have a Full Moon in Scorpio happening on 19 May 2019 NZT. Themes of Scorpio are to do with finances,  sexuality, transformation, taboo subjects and death. We really feel on a primal level what our desires are, so pay attention. It is a great time to allow the inner demons to come up and release all the doubt and negativity that hangs around inside. Issues from the past or subconscious issues may be cropping up because you have suppressed these emotions (take note of your dreams also as this can be a sign of what is hanging around your subconscious). When we don’t accept all parts of ourselves (i.e. the parts we feel ashamed of and judge) they start to rule us…this is where you need to take an internal stand and take the power back by firstly embracing the good, bad and ugly.  The more higher vibrations of Scorpio energy are transformation and changing (like the snake shedding its skin).  You know you are in the more lower vibrations if you are feeling paranoid or acting out in manipulative ways. Look to your natal chart to the house ruled by Scorpio to see where deep fears and transformation needs to be addressed. The full moon will be making an opposition with Mercury which means you may be trying very hard to make rational sense out of emotions.  Learn to sit with the deeper feelings rather than over analyze.  We also have Venus conjunct Uranus at the time of this Full Moon so watch for something unexpected to manifest in either your finances or relationships.